Wednesday, 22 December 2021

Nativity

We are weak from travelling 
Around the world
We have walked many miles 
After kissing mother goodbye 
We need to both lie down
And keep walking
Maybe we will stop at the inn
Like the nativity 
Alice whispers 
Although I hope the room 
Is warmer 
I hold her hand tightly 
To prevent me
From stalling
And falling 
You fill me up
I say
And she leans in closer
Another year draws to its end
We take a deep breath
Hope for happier ones
With stories
And words
And adventures
She lets go of my grip
And claps her hands in glee
Just like the nativity
She is a child 
Old enough to love. 

Thursday, 16 December 2021

God's Poems

Dear old year
I whisper under my breath 
You have come and gone 
Like a gaze into the fire 
Notes scribbled on a page 
Breaths taken in a frozen bowl 
Alice is the host of this party 
Her dainty little mouth
Chewing sugar and candy 
I wonder what next year will bring
She sings 
I can not bear to think of another year
It makes my stomach taut 
Perhaps it is better to dream 
To be wrapped up in clouds
And winter sunshine 
Keeping the world outside
Away
We are good at that
All snug and warm together
The kettle bubbles
Alice skips from lounge to kitchen
All excited and young
I watch her 
And can't help feeling
We are all God's poems.

Thursday, 9 December 2021

Big Clock

Alice takes the ancient brass key
And winds up the big clock
I watch her
See her smile
It is reflected in the glass face 

Perhaps we feel safe
Living in the borders 
Forgetting what comes
And goes
No use crying over spilt milk 

I turn the page on the calendar 
Wonder what we saw on all those days

Alice turns the key so tight
We gain more time
I sigh

The clock makes a low tick tock 
Like a heart beat
It lulls us off to sleep 

We sleep so deep
There is no place for dreams 
But we must have them
Of course
I take her hand in mine
There is a sore spot from where she held 
The key
I kiss it gently 
Wanting to take away the pain. 

Thursday, 2 December 2021

Private Property

You lay the table
Hatter pours the tea
The tea pot is chipped and broken 
When it is poured the tea sprinkles 
Still it is a magical drink 
You look up and down the table
Weighing up the stories 
Remembering the music
And the jokes 
Your face is violet 
And sage
You wipe your lips 
With a silver towel 
It is like swimming
All bubbly and warm
It is a special time
A ritual 
One that is our private property
I do not know what I would 
Do without you
You nod and smile
Knowing you are needed
A tear falls gently off my cheek
Perhaps I am needed too.