Friday, 30 July 2021

Evanescent

Our love is not fleeting
Or frail 
It dances wildly
Like motes on a summer breeze
I am never lonely 
When I am with her
She does not leave me
Feeling empty 
The candle flame drifts
In our eyes
Makes them shine deep blue
Sometimes things feel helpless
And endless
It chokes us like a 
Cotton dress buttoned up
Too tightly 
It does not seem to matter
Anymore
What we are seeking
It is more like a ride
She whispers
A wonderful trail
Of bicycle wheels
Turning smoothly 
In the night
Leaving patterns in the earth
Making our bodies move
And sway
A gentle rhythm 
And a quiet prayer
A permanence which brings
Comfort and stability
Of that I am glad. 

Tuesday, 27 July 2021

Things To Come

We were not surprised 
When we fell down the hole
It was as easy as tripping off a kerb
Pleasant
Like the middle of a dream
When you sink into the bed
Wrapped up and closeted 
Nobody saw us disappear 
Come to think of it
No one saw us return 
It was quite the adventure 
In between 
She giggles
Talking to herself
And me
Which is better
She asks
Knowing what will come
Or being kept in the dark
Perhaps you can't have one 
Without the other 
I reply
It is like patterns
Following the lines
To the edge of the page
Sizing up what things will come
And discovering 
Those which are surprises
She claps her hands in glee
I think we are ready 
For another adventure
We smile at each other 
And skip and trip
Forever onwards. 

Friday, 23 July 2021

Perennial

You are my little perennial
I say to her
A propos of nothing
The perfume follows us
Around the room 
It is sweet and fragrant
A flower and a bloom
A long forgotten word
The root of which
Lies at the bottom of our brain 
It is a word we trust
An act of kindness
One given 
In an open field
A place where we can find peace 
Where we are free
And do not need to act 
The thoughts are persistent
The sky is heavy
Our eyelids seep in the heat
Our hair flows in the wind
Like petals swaying on a root
The clouds hang low
Not quite white on blue
A muted colour
Like the tiny steps we make
I am glad she is always with me
Always the same
My little lode stone 
My constant
My love
My friend. 

Tuesday, 20 July 2021

Way Station

When can we stop for a break 
She asks
When we are neither
Here or there
I reply
What a curious riddle
Perhaps it means
In the middle
Our feet are tired and dusty
Our heads throb
In the heat
We have been walking 
And pacing
For far too long
Round and round in circles
She sings
In a way it is soothing
Like following a pattern
Or singing the chorus
Of a song
I like singing 
She whispers
Taps the toes
Of her shiny shoes together
Her hand reaches for mine
And I stroke her tiny fingers
Let's say this is our way station
Sit down and rest
That sounds like a very fine plan indeed
We both take a deep breath
And lean into the cool walls. 

Saturday, 17 July 2021

Violin

Alice rubs her belly
And picks up the violin
The strings are broken
And rest on the bridge 
The sound is brittle 
Like husks of corn 
Cut off at the tip
It is like cats singing
But I do not protest
I like to see her play 
I would not like to be the person
Who ruins her fun
Her tiny fingers
Caress the frets 
She looks content
Peaceful and happy
I like keeping our world
This way
It feels complete
Not a place to die
But a place to live
She puts down the violin
We will eat cake
And drink sweet tea
Today we made music
Tomorrow we will sing.

Tuesday, 13 July 2021

Small Poems

The rain falls on 
Alice’s face
She giggles

The rain falls on
My face
I cry

We are walking
We feel both
Heavy and light

High and low

Perhaps tomorrow
We will make cakes

She will lick 
The sugar off
Her fingers

I will giggle

The day after tomorrow
Will come
We will feel glad

Each day offers up
One small poem
We collect them up
Like stars

Turn them into magic 
Just like us
We giggle. 

Friday, 9 July 2021

Heavenly Bones

Do all dogs go to heaven
She asks
We are just awake 
Coming to naturally 
I take a sip of water
Of course they do
I reply
They are heavenly bones 
All brave creatures
Should be allowed to travel 
To the next world 
Without question 
She says
Wiping the milk from her lips 
I like how limitless
And freely we can talk 
It is like hollering into the night time sky
Trotting on cloud ponies
Riding the stars 
Everything making sense 
And feeling good
We would hate not to think
To ask each other questions 
We think of the creatures that have 
Passed us by
Remember their smell and weight 
Thank heavens Dormouse
Will be here forever
I wonder where animals in Wonderland go
Perhaps they will always be there
Ready for the next person 
Who needs them. 

Tuesday, 6 July 2021

Arrogance

Am I arrogant
She asks
No little Cricket
You are confident
There's a difference
She gazes into the distance 
For just one moment
Then speaks
So when you are confident 
You believe in yourself
When you are arrogant
You believe you are better than 
Everyone else
Just so
We both exhale 
Perhaps at times it pays to believe 
You are better
Believing in yourself only gets you so far
But makes you kinder
She whispers
We lie down and rub our tummies
Full of sugar and milk
The day is drawing to a close
We do not need to speak
To know if it was a good
Or a bad day
It just was
As they all just are
Time spiralling
Thoughts wandering
Bodies aching and sore.

Friday, 2 July 2021

Bathing Suit

We are wearing our new
Bathing suits
Floating in the water
Like lotus flowers
Open and made full 
We turn in little laps
Our wrists limp
Making tiny flaps
Even smaller ripples 
My memory is fading
Like looking at the view
Through a window 
When we climb out of the water
Our thoughts will fill up again
It will be cold
And our skin will sting
But we cannot swim forever
The air is dimming 
The sky turning dark
We take a deep breath
One more slice of water 
Then gingerly we climb out
Our new bathing suits
Shining in the moonlight.