Thursday, 13 October 2022

Red

There was another young girl
Who had magical red shoes
I tell Alice
She clicked them three times
And wished herself home
Sounds a little lazy
She says
Did she not have to solve puzzles
Yes I say
And she made friends along the way
Just like you
Hmm she ponders
I am quite happy with my 
Shiny black shoes
There is quite enough adventure
And magic in the world 
To need magical feet
And what would the Red Queen say
I think she would disapprove
I tell her 
I am glad there is red 
In the world 
But I find blue more calming
And golden hair
She giggles 
Nothing too bright and shiny
That hurts us
That is why we had to turn the 
Red bed grey
We stay for a second in the silence
It is good to have a jolt of colour
But rather nice to sink back in the clouds. 

Wednesday, 12 October 2022

Homecoming

The birds lose their wings
Fly into the window panes 
They do not die
They are coming back to nothing
A re-birth
A homecoming 
Do you remember 
Any other time
Asks Alice
No I reply
They are all the same 
Same stories 
A time when all there was
Was lies 
We have come and gone 
There and back
Still we do not find peace 
Tell me something new
She pleads
But I can't 
I roll onto my side
Cry quietly 
And she wraps a tiny arm 
Around me
Embraces me
Like a proper homecoming.

Sunday, 9 October 2022

Fairy Tale Retold

We sit together wrist by wrist
Listening to the Fairy Tale Retold
Everything thing is a story
Which we tell ourselves
The words become clear
Translucent in the night sky
Inside we are howling 
A miracle
To take us over the bridge 
Enough is enough
Says Alice
But I cannot hear her call
It has been too many years 
Hidden from the brightness
Hiding in the shed
There is no one left to tell
We shut ourselves inside 
Close the the door]
Sever the threads
Everything is close but far away
Where do we start
Where do we end
Everything is curious 
Like a fairy tale retold.


Saturday, 8 October 2022

Famous Faces

She sits crossed legged
On the thick carpeted floor
Silver tea set to her left
Book in front of her
Quite the little pixie
I wonder what it would be like
To be famous
She asks
Don't you already know
I reply
Well I am only a child 
Let me think 
I say
It would mean that you couldn't 
Ride a subway
Or drive a car without sone one 
Wanting to take your picture
You would be followed
Perhaps you would like it
Having all the evidence 
That you exist
Perhaps you would try
To hide
Wear a hat 
Dress up in a suit and tie 
Or sit back comfortably 
In a trouser suit
Confident that you are important enough
To be measured and reported
She thinks for a moment
I enjoy being on the page 
Here quietly with you 
But I do not wish for more than that
We both smile and she turns the page of her book. 

Thursday, 6 October 2022

On Writing

Our pulse slows
And our heart feels like a cushion
We are writing
At peace
As the letters and words
Fall onto a blank sheet of paper
It is the best thing we do
She giggles and twirls
So many adventures
I wish they weren't all
Nearly blue
But then you can't write happy
If you have never really known it
She sits beside me
Golden blonde hair
Trailing her shoulders
Dress and pinafore 
Washed and ironed
As if today will be a big day
I stop and think
Just what am I trying to say
It is what you show
She answers 
Not what you tell
I think he taught me that
She chews her fingers
But then again
He told a story
So much confusion
I think we should pour the tea
I put my pen down
Feel the relief of having done
Something today
She hands me the cup
And we sit in silence
Enjoying the sweet, golden liquid. 

Wednesday, 5 October 2022

The Dead Are Beautiful Tonight

We are huddled together
Back to back
In front of the bush
There is a curious stain in the sky
Crows says Alice
They alway come 
When your shut your eyes 
A spider crawls up a web
We are careful not to disturb
Its journey 
It moves so gently
It seems almost still 
There is a taste of salt
In our mouths
A reminder of the seaside rain
Subtle but there
Night falls down
Around us
Like a warm blanket
It is all just energy changing 
She says
Moving closer to me
Don't you think
The dead are beautiful tonight 
She asks
I think of all the memories
The smells 
The taste of frozen kisses
Yes I say
I think the dead are beautiful tonight
As beautiful as the living
And like us all 
The one's on the journey to the end. 

Sunday, 2 October 2022

Moon

We pass the moon 
In between our hands
Alice throws
I catch
It seems natural that way
It is a game we have 
Been playing for many a time 
Something we can give 
Each other
With no regrets 
I am mute
Cast upon the shadows 
Her laughter breaks the silence
It is a pleasure to break the lull
To cast a space 
Between everything and nothing 
I see the breath in her rising
Perhaps there is nothing better 
I like the cool moon
It seems kinder 
Than the blazing sun
Perhaps there will be raindrops
To wash away the tears
We belong to each other
As the thunder roars
Pray for a kindly moon
And glorious sleep.