Saturday, 25 February 2023

Chess

She rests her head 
On her hands
Considers her next move 
I could never play chess
It's all about logic
She trills
Under the night sky
The old man sits on the bench
His head bowed 
A single red rose in his hands
Everybody has a story
A mask to hide behind 
A corn field to dance in
A blue light 
Shining above the hay bale 
She tells me she dreams
Of standing by the shore line
Looking out at the sea
An empty road
Barren except for 
Red sand 
And a few sparse trees 
The world is upside down
When she watches it
Smoke rises from the man's mouth 
We will build a rocket ship
Fly into the air
She moves her pieces
Check mate
She declares with glee.

Thursday, 23 February 2023

A Long Time Coming

The end has been 
A long time coming
She brushes her hair
I polish her shoes
Black and shiny
So bright we
Can see our faces in the toes
She giggles
For her there
Is never an end
I grow old and weary
She skips and dances
Like a child
Born yesterday
If I could
I would sing a song for her
A remembrance 
And celebration
A rejoicing in her youth 
My back is tired and sore
When the end comes
We hope there is not pain
That it is different 
From living
All the weight
And worries
Lifted off our shoulders
I would like to
Skip and dance like her
Again 
The end has been 
A long time coming
We welcome it with open arms. 

Wednesday, 22 February 2023

Directions

The butterflies
Are our future 
They changed us
Gave us wings and colour
Drifting off
Into nothingness 
Unaware of their
Impending death
The bees feed 
In the grass
We refuse
To believe
In mother 
She hurt us
Many years ago
That is what we wrote
About
Now 
Her presence is
Lost in translation
No more hurtful words
Hurtful hands
We take in the day
The air and sky
Everything lies
In all directions
We welcome the chaos.

Saturday, 18 February 2023

Flying Fish

She soars on a flying fish
High up in the pale blue skies 
On the ground 
Adults wear gas masks
How peculiar she says
We would like to
Play in the water
Get our white dress wet
Dry off like scare crows 
In the day
Forget about the night
The cities shine
Under the moon 
Trees or sky scrapers
We do not know
The corridor is full of pills
Things we have taken
Things we would like to take
In the grounds of 
Clare Cottage
There is a rusty gate
We walk through
Full of dreams
And wishes
A man walks away
In the brown leaves
And sunken skies
We dream 
Take deep breaths 
In and out
The only way to soar
Through the sky
Is in our dreams
Of that we are sure
Of that we know
How we wish to dream
And sleep
Forever and forever
On our flying fish.
 

Thursday, 16 February 2023

Fiction

Life is stranger than fiction
It is a story
You know the beginning
You are not quite sure of the end
But it is definite 
We all breathe
At some point
We stop 
Dreams become reality
Reality dreams 
Will she come with me
Will I leave her behind
The thought is too much 
To bear
Life is not convincing 
Words are 
They carry us through
Make things better
Make things worse
But always flows 
Letters and consonants 
Rhyme and reson 
We chase the rhythms
Follow the story 
Her story
My story 
They are combined 
Fiction is convincing 
Life isn't 
The gap between poems
The spaces in lines
How we love fiction
More than we love
Life.

Wednesday, 15 February 2023

Love Poem

Shall we attempt 
This love poem 
She reaches for my hand
In the night
Under the duvet
When all is still 
And dark
I have found the words
She whispers
I can feel her heart beating
It is a tune 
A fantasy 
Like the movies
Or a chain of thought
I can feel the heat
Of her breath
I wonder if she 
Has desires
I wonder if she is here
At all
Of course I am
She trills 
I am part of your story
This love poem 
I am part of you
To know that she is here
Makes me feel warm
As if nothing can touch me
Or do me bad
We will attempt
This love poem 
Sprinkle it like petals
Warm in each others hands.

Saturday, 11 February 2023

Frozen

We have built an altar
Filled it full of pictures
And crosses
Her pale blue eyes
Stare at it
I wonder if she prays
In her head
I do
It is like falling asleep
In a field
Dressed in white
White birds circling
A shadow on the day 
I dream of reaching 
The top of the stairs
My feet are bare
The wooden floor cuts
Into my soles
On the wall is 
A painted angel
An old man leans over
His back to her
We would like to live in
The abandoned house
Nothing about us 
Except water and hills 
Maybe there is a boat
Or somebody walking 
Up to their waist in
Red balloons 
The wolf follows us 
In our dreams 
A moment frozen
The gentle lapping of the river
I sway
And gently pray
Hope that all things good will come
Today. 

Thursday, 9 February 2023

Recipe

How could I make you up
One cup sugar
One cup stubborn
She twirls her hair
Around her finger
Looks at me with pale 
Blue eyes
And smiles
We have been together
So long
It is hard to pull apart
The pieces 
The things that make us
That things that make me
And you
It is as if we are swirling
Together in our own orbit
Like spinning around
A mixing bowl
Just in time for tea
I remember how the 
Cake mix smelt
I remember licking the spoon
Sweet and slick
But I do not have a recipe
For cake
Or for you
If I broke you apart
You wouldn't be you
Best keep you whole
In every way
That makes you. 

Wednesday, 8 February 2023

Short Essay on Love

We draw back the curtains
The picture hasn't changed
A narrow alley way
Lines in the ground
From fallen snow
Ice on the bare branches
Chimney tops 
And in the distance 
Hills that we never reach
Don't even know the names of
It is morning
She holds the toothbrush 
In her hands
Brushes
And laughs
I like when she is happy
It feels warm
Like love 
It gives me something 
Not to think of 
An emptiness or 
A fullness
I cannot explain
It all washes out
In a story
Another day
Another row of words
Our short essay
On love
Everything that we are
And everything that we 
Will always be. 

Saturday, 4 February 2023

Benediction and Prayer

She rests her head
Upon the lion's shoulder
Quiet in her benediction 
And prayer
I light a candle 
Hold it in my hands 
My face is broken
Like clay
The coffee pot
Boils on the stove
In her hands
There is a bug
Big and blue
Too fat to be a butterfly
The birds hang in my sleeve
They are part of my prayer
For peace 
And silence
A golden light in the dark 
Just like the world in 
Our hands
In my dreams she runs
Through the fields
With a gun
Understandable really
After how she 
Was written
I would like to take her
To the Eiffel Tower
Dance underneath its lights
Wild and free
Like two women should be
We send up a benediction
And a prayer
Hope it is heard
And manifests
In tomorrow. 

Thursday, 2 February 2023

Pivot

She pivots on her toes
My little ballet dancer
Dressed in blue
I turn my head to watch her
She spins and twirls
Without a care in the world
That makes me smile
Both of us deserve a happy life
Above ground
No adventures
Or misadventures
No spying eyes
Or misplaced words
Just peace and quiet
Two separate lives
Intertwined 
No need for explanations
Just a knowing
Just like two feet
Working in tandem
To walk
And dance
She laughs
And her hair moves
Smooth as a river
She sings a little song
And I close my eyes
Everything is spinning
Magically 
Just like a dream. 

Wednesday, 1 February 2023

Heirloom

I hear her
Dancing in the dark
Disappearing behind the
Old oak dresser 
Its handles are made of
Mother of pearl
They are cool and soft
Antiques and heirlooms 
I would like to 
Plunge myself
Into the curves and lines
Of its interior 
Dance like her
Feel the rage 
Soften like a blanket
Around my shoulders 
As I move 
That would be divine
She giggles
But I carry too much weight
To dance
Seem destined to lie still
And listen to her moving
My little
Antique and heirloom.