Thursday, 31 March 2022

Lion

The sun falls on our heads
We are lions 
Chewing on old bones and dollies
It tastes like rust on our tongues
And does not quell our hunger
The light dapples the leaves on the tree
Mother left a long time ago
She chuckles to herself
Pleased to have moved on perhaps 
I am scared of morphing into
My mother
She waits in the shadows
Pursues me
I wish I could roar at her
Keep her at bay
But these are modern times
I nod my head
Give greetings and love
All for nothing
She squeals
I think she likes being a lion
It suits her blonde hair
She roars majestically
I wish I had her courage
She takes my hand
Leads me out into the light 
Another day to come
Another hunt to win. 

Friday, 25 March 2022

Sunflower

She plucks the sunflower
Out of the concrete wall
It makes her hair shine
Like the sun
In her hands it blooms
Gives hope
She is up with the larks
I am down with the worms 
She skips along the path
It would be nice
If we could find a field today
She trills
I would like to feel the
Dewy grass beneath my toes
She runs ahead
I am held back
By age and pain
But she never leaves my sight
I dread the thought
Of losing her
I'm not going anywhere
Silly
She reads my thoughts
And my body
A battlefield of sorts
Perhaps we will take the sunflower home
Put it in a vase of water
Place it on a window sill
Is that any better than growing
In a concrete wall
Flowers deserve to be planted
To nestle their roots in the earth
And grow
I follow her 
She skips
Dances 
And hums a tune
I think I know where she is going
And I smile. 

Wednesday, 23 March 2022

Visitors

We stand together
In the open doorway
In our head we are greeting visitors
Old and young
Big and small 
We let the night breeze
Caress our faces
The stars touch us
Like magical fingertips
It makes our faces glow
Like lions 
It is dark
The wick on the candle
Is burning low
Its energy draining 
Like weary bones
Our weary bones
Only yours
Silly
My bones are fine and tender
Ready for riddles
And adventures
I can teach you how to be ready too
She says
She shuffles nimbly on her toes
Bars of sugary sweets in her hands
Perhaps we can sail away
To the sea shore
She chuckles
When the visitors have entered
And we have welcomed them in
Perhaps we can little cricket
It would be good to taste the
Salt on our lips
The night passes
We slowly close the door
My body is numb and ready for sleep
She will play for hours more
How lucky we are
I think 
To have each other
And our adventures. 

Saturday, 19 March 2022

Reflection

I look at my reflection
In the spilled water
I get older every day
More lines and wrinkles
Worries and woes
I tell her she is lucky
To be young
Constant
She twirls and spins
Happy with her long blonde hair
And tiny toes
I drink water 
Out of a wine glass
That is the way it has to be now
She tips the glass upside down
To her it is our writing glass
If we turn it upside down
The letters fall out
And we arrange them
Into poems 
She claps her hands
She lives in my poems
So do you
She whispers 
I watch her face 
It sparkles and shines
I watch her lips
Singing a nonsense song
I should really wipe up the water
But I sit and keep watching 
All that we have
And all that we are. 

Wednesday, 16 March 2022

Cave

We touch the walls
Of our cave
Everyone watches
As our fingers
Sweep the walls
A fine layer of dust
Gets caught underneath our nails 
I cradle her like a baby bird
One with a broken wing 
We have made a bed
And sit on it
Out of the wind 
Perhaps change is coming
Perhaps it has passed us by
Like a train
Bypassing the streets
One we did not ride
The cave is like a womb
We go there
When the world is loud
And the noise bites our skin
We remember the soft room
The real place
Where everyone watched us
Fall apart
We blink
Shut away the hallucination 
We are all alone in the cave
For this moment in time 
It is where we want to be
No one can force us to stay
We will not let ourselves down and leave
Our touch cave is magical
Safe and sound. 

Saturday, 12 March 2022

Grey

I sit on the worn 
Wooden chair
And she brushes
My long grey hair
I am not sure
Who is old now
My body is full and wrinkled
Hers a child 
But in many ways 
She is older than me
She has certainly seen 
Some adventures 
I have seen worry 
And pain 
I like how smooth my hair feels
It is as exquisite
As browsing the library
Sitting on top of the ladder
Devouring the words
Later we may dip our toes in the sea
Or paddle a kayak 
On the river of tears 
Dive to the bottom and make shapes
With our bodies
Then of course
We will come home for tea
At such times we are both women
Sitting in our top hats
Holding our cards
Maybe smoking fine cigarettes
Playing the game
As equals
Each of us wishing
The other will win. 

Wednesday, 9 March 2022

Letters

She holds the pencil 
In her hand
Her wrist bends
Fragile as a baby bird 
I lean in softly 
Towards the paper 
And her tiny body 
The forms of words
Appear before our eyes
We bury ourselves
Beneath the pages 
Of our notebook
It keeps us safe
Like a warm home
With buttered toast
And tea
As natural as breathing
As scary as expressing
Our fears 
The room is quiet
All we can hear is the 
Scrape of the lead
And the rustling of paper
It is moments like this
Which we enjoy 
I think to myself
As she hums a tune 
If she is my girl
Then I am the mother
Of letters. 

Saturday, 5 March 2022

The River

We take our shoes and socks off
We are visiting the river
There are no stones 
In our pocket
It has been raining
We plunge our feet
Into the mossy earth
It soothes our bleeding toes
We are not sure how long
We have been walking
Our clothes are wet 
So it must have been some time
It feels strange to be
Outside the house
The sky is big
The ground accepts us
We look at our crumpled 
Brown boots
They are supple
After years of use
Alice left her patent shoes behind
So now we match
Although
I would never wear a dress
She giggles
The rain drops glisten in
Her blonde hair
There is never a moment
When she is not beautiful 
I will always be scarred
We are visiting the river
But there are no stones in our pocket. 

Thursday, 3 March 2022

Commune

The falcon flies overhead 
We crane our necks 
And look up
We sit at our desk
Safely gathered in 
Our little commune
The sky is blue
There are bridges 
And water lilies 
The pond moves
Like a stream with nowhere
To flee
We do not want to leave this dream
It is a fine place to sleep
We take an empty jar
Fill it with dust
Memories and paint
Light brushes on canvas
The essence of life
All the good things 
Bottled up
We must stay in the light
Stop falling into the 
Darkness
We have no place there
Not any more
We hold hands
Take a deep breath in
Capture the beauty of being.